December 2009
In a second.
Everything can change, and now i know its for the best.
This year is closing and i feel i am leaving a major part of myself behind, let it fade to black and to the past.
Leave the failure behind and bring forward only greatness.
Not even my feet know where they are going.
I love it.
Now i know.
That their will not be even an ounce of mercy for me, heh i look forward to the flames.
V
Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is it vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished, as the once vital voice of the verisimilitude now venerates what they once vilified. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish...
I guess i till love to syn.
codeine
I draw a blank, or does the blank draw me. I am not sure if will stop, i fear the sudden shock of normality, and sobriety. Ill aspire for everything that is out of my reach and extend these arms until they capture the very world. I embrace you oh hazy mind, id be afraid to face you alone. I ask for a trade, my soul for immortality.
Alexandria.
My dear, you hold in your hands my very humanity, where as i have forsaken all others i hold you close. Fragile this is but not because of you, but because of the person i have become. Fragile are most of the things worth protecting, i know my flaws are plenty, and you wait patiently for me to return to your arms, when will this be,I know not but i will find someway to make this right for you....
I was born for more.
It scares me, how with each passing day i need less and less people in my life, i am not sure if you are here as a force habit, or for my human craving of companionship, and relation. I have learned how to be alone, re-learn i should say. the silence is welcoming, it gives me time to think expand my mind, grow with out the fear judgmental eyes, or thoughts. I am free to dable in the work of...
